limau ais tanpa gula

boleh tak nak nangis lama2, then tak nak fikir dah pasal ni. frustrated. the only word that's describing how i feel right now. everyone is going somewhere with their life and i'm stuck here. the very same spot. why is that? its not that i do not have the initiative to do something with this particular thing but it just that i suck in this kinda thing. ugh frustrated. gonna cry my eyes out tonight.

earned it

nothing much happened pun this last few days. finished reading 'menantu datin izzah' fuhhhh tak puas hati baca buku ni 2 hari berturut2. author berjaya letak element suspense. but this novel really show if betul dia jodoh kita, lari lah mana pun. mesti jumpa jugak. :) so, dont worry if gagal dlm relationship. if he meant to be yours, he'll be yours. smile all you gorgeous ladies.

lies

i wont lie to you. i really miss my high school friends. like really. if any of you guys are reading this (i doubt it) please be flattered. jarang nak rindu orang. korang special and i kept all of you in one corner of my heart that is truly and deeply meaningful to me. but seriously, i really missed you guys. i missed our moments in school. Adam, Ayin, Diana, Fareez, Nadirah, Shahmi, Jaji. now we grew apart from each other. i guess each one of us have our own things to do. but i really wish that we could meet up and talked like old times.
it has been 4 years since we left school. ah how i wish we could go back in time just for 1 hour max and talk our asses off. tht would be veryyyy nice.
orang cakap dalam banyak banyak kawan. kawan sekolah menengah paling kita akan ingat. well tht 'orang' is right. *salute*
i really hope to meet you guys soon.

sincere love from your friend, syazwanie.

it's been 5 years huh?

so it has been a while since i've updated my blog (5 years) i think i've mentioned it. duhhhh. (refer title please) perangai 3 suku syazwanie kembali. why am i here? i've missed blogging. but for real? i can't sleep. *grins*
so, i had a great weekend thank you for asking. :D
ROAD TRIP! yeap. with the 5 girls tht is psycho-i-love-them kinda friends. yeah, it was a lovely weekend and we went to Melaka. a short trip but wth, it's still awesome. i would loveeee to share the pictures but it's in my phone and as usual, i'm so malas to transfer them to my computer.
thats the thing about me, i always think whenever i wanted to transfer them to my baby (my comp) 'oh what a useless act! i wont browse through them again' 'oh so much space taken' 'no! my baby is gonna be full' etc etc
WRONG! i think. *garukepalapenuhkelemumuratasbahu*
but i do think that i'm gonna missed all these moments in 30-40 years. if i'm still alive and if computers are not gonna be that advance and i couldn't open my old-not-up-to-date files. well i cant use the same phone for 30 years can i? mehehe. technology freak alert.

okay starting to feel sleepy. dan sudah biasa syazwanie suka tinggalkan benda tergantung. hangat hangat tahi ayam dalam bahasa melayu peribahasa UPSR, PMR dan SPM.

syazwanie signing off. selamat malam penduduk MALAYSIA dan yang sewaktu dgnnya. :) may all of you be blessed by ALLAH THE GREATEST. assalamualaikum