leftovers?

life is not being good to me lately. i would say tht it has been worst but wht could be worst than your heart felt theres somethng wrong but u dont know where to edit to make it better. then, at 6.45 in the afternoon. ive figured out whts bothering me. SOLAT. i know how i have left the most important thing tht we have to do every single day. i do feel something is not right. i have a talk with D and its a short one. whow. ive just realize tht this afternoon is the shortest conversation tht we have in our entire-4years-of-talking on the phone-buddies. hahaha. one more. hlovett is true abt almost everything. novels just make people become more emo-crap and novels makes love look so good, so enthusiastic, so passionate and everybody should felt love at least once. hmm, is tht true? thts just the fact tht ppl could not discover, at least not me. sooooo, tomorrow. reunion? are u sure its THE best idea? wht abt i just go and see how it goes. go with the flow syazwanie. just go with the flow. nothing will happen. have faith in Allah. HE'S the best and HE knows everything. =D okayh its quite a long post right here. its just randomly written and i have the mood to blog today i just dont know why.

happy birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA SHAROM! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN. =)

if if and IF

if ths thngs never happen. if i could build a time machine. if ths feelings never exist. if its possible. if its impossible. if i never owe him a wish. if if if and if.

thts all i can say. IF. nothing optimist? this thngs never happen. i build a time machine. this feelings never exist,its possible, its impossible, i never owe him a wish. MORE LOIKE IT! =) THATS BETTER. MUCH MORE BETTER.

thanks to NADIRAH MD ZIN. or i should bolt it. NADIRAH MD ZIN. yeap. better.
im an optimistic person now. =)

OK! raya is like 2 days away! no duit raya for me? =( the important thng right now is.... HAVE FUN BEFORE YEAR END EXAMS I SUPPOSE? but i need my duit raya to have fun. haha.

have you ever hesitate wht to write or not to write on your blog, facebook,twitter because you are wondering

situation 1: what will people think abt me if i write ths?

situation 2 : will they think im a loser?

situation 3 : what will HE think abt me?

situation 4 : will he hate me for writing this?

its a free country, people can say bad things abt you or think tht you are a loser but tht just came like a second to their head and in any second, they will forget abt it. dont worry too much. and about your crush, not to worry. if they like you, they like you for who u are and not what u pretend to be.i would say most guys likes cute, funny and talk softly kind of girls, but if the girl is just pretending what shes not? YEAH. thats what i thought too.so be yourself. you dont have to be the most popular girl in school or be in the popular group to be famous. just think tht u are a famous person, you are famous to yourself, you know you! even some famous people does not know themselves. whts the point of evryone knowing you but you dnt know you. so just think abt it. =)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

IN ADVANCED

=)

lagenda budak setan

omgomg!! just like i expected the movie turns out to be great,awesome,cool,beautiful, and every word tht explains the greatest malay movie of all.. its a very touching movie and i cried. CRIED!! for the frst time after titanic.. i dndnt even cry watching hachiko.. wth huh?? hmm movie marathon's great!! after lagenda budak setan, the karate kid came appear infrnt of my eyes!! ;)) its a very great movie and i love tht kid.. ;) he's cute and he's cool!! =O!! both movies tht i watched was awesome!! AWESOME!!!! ;O diana!! dnt forget 'the great wall of china!' =)

writing in my dreams??

its 1.23 a.m.. thts weird cause usually ill be dreaming by now.. but.. its holiday fever baby!!! hhaha.. just heard jay sean down acoustic.. omg!! im so in love with him.. sry priya.. hahha.. soso.. fareez admit!! tht i look white in web cams!!! wohooooooo!! hahhaha.. but then he said 'mmg la putih!! cahaya lampu..' hhaha.. kuranghajarsialkau... hahhahaa.. btw.. its kinda right when my predator or known as nadirah a.k.a my baby.. said tht sometimes we felt empty.. or our heart is as hard as a stone.. ;))

omgomg!! cant wait!!

omg omg cant wait baby!!!!! the hairhunter cant wait anymore for tomorrow!!! haha.. ;)) my darling babyyyyy tv!! here i come!! nadirah md zin my other baby!! jogginggg!!!!!!!!! wohoooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait cant wait!! sejarah.. -___- naa.. screw sejarah!! tv, food, jog, sleep, no more add math,physics,bm,eng, only fr a while..i need to get out of ths hustle and bustle of studies.. what a phrase huh?? hahaha.. nadirah md zin!! i will still hunt u.. with love,
the comel hairhunter..
hahahhahaa.. ;)))

big e

just read a few cards frm my best buddiest and family.. it is soo sweet of u guys and the best card ever is frm my my my diana sharom.. hey buddy.. really missed u eventhough u just called me yesterday.. haha.. i read wht u wrote in the card and im TOUCHED!! haha.. really im touched.. and guys thnks fr the birthday gifts last year.. wont forget it.. i still kept all of them.. really i couldn't explain it in words and yeahh.. i love u guys.. there are sweet memories, bad, middle-feeling-memories.. i wish to type longer wht im feeling ryte now but i could barely open my eyes.. too sleepy and yeahh i love u my buddy diana sharom.. ;)) always will.. shes my sexy girl frm kualalala lumpur.. hahhaa.. ;)) gud nytee..

tapping my keyboard out loud

tapping my keyboard out loud and feel how exausted i am having soo many tuition in one day.. come on!! give me a break will u? arghh!! i cant bear with ths anymore!! withh additonal homewrks besides schl? soo not fun.. having another tuition at 8.. and i'd better get going now..

abt wht

time for a new post.. =)) really, i dont get some of the people in ths wolrd.. really.. some are two faces kinda person, backstabbers, idk why.. hmm maybe the worls is gonna end soon i guess.. just a quote of the day frm mughis..

mughis: aku rasa dunia nk kiamat owhh
syaz: asl?
mughis: ramai dah tak sembahyang
syaz : kau sembahyg tak?
mughis : tak..

syaz meggelengkn kepalanya ttp dlm hatinya(sama la kte).. hmm
im nt denying my life is better without you.. did i mention tht? =) tht is soo cool..
thts just not it, i have friends.. tht i love to hang out with.. the crazy peoplesss.. let me name u one of my craziest friend.. im honoured to say FAKHITAH out loud.. =)) hadhinahhhhhhh.. budak gle lg satu but tak segila fakhitah.. not to forget.. my darling nadirah.. =)) nadnadnad..
i really cant stop texting with her.. theres always a topic to talk abt.. i dont care whtever ppl talks abt my friends. they are still my friends.. i should accept them the way they are.. i dndt realise ths before.. but yeahh.. we should not jump into conclusion before they explain abt the real situation was abt.. yeapp.. =))

life depends on the dice

ive been chatting with jaji and yes! as he said, LOVE SUCKS.. thts the keyword for love, SUCKS!! as for me, love for our age doesnt last long.. it will break ur heart sooner or later.. love need commitment.. i dnt do commitment,.. love destroy us.. but once u have found the right person, tht time, u should go for it.. =) as for me, enjoying my single life is the most important thng for me when i got into form 4.. ive really change my mentallity abt love.. frm 'love is a bliss and we should go for it' to 'single life rocks!' im really shocked abt the drastic changes bt experience makes me realised all ths crap.. come on, if we think rasionally, which form 4 guy on earth will stick to one girl? even a 70 year old grandpa cant stick with nana and still wants to marry a 20 year old, wht do u thnk a 16 year old guy will commit? no wayy!! from 100%, only 0.07% will be iloyal to their girlfriends and will end up married with them.. so as girlfriends out there.. kinda like vice versa.. ;)) good luck with ur love life girls and guys.. =)) and more thng, you girls, should read bibsy soenharjo's poem, not all guys are such said by bibsy bt most of them are.. especially the sweet talker guy.. one more thng, this is a special love note for you 'katak lembik' dont bother to be a matchmaker and i dnt need ur victory face agn.. =)) may ALLAH bless you.. insyaAllah.. =D

peaceful =)

im really out of topic and tht shows a lot when i did not blog fr almost 4 months.. hahah.. i really miss HAZRAIN ROSLAN and AHMAD FAREEZ.. =) yesterday i met the person who comes all the way frm kuantannnn appears in school.. i couldnt believe ayin wasnt there.. =( 'how could u to tis to me?' hahaha.. =p ayinnnnnfareezzzz.. =))) farah,nad and me myself missss both of u soooo muchoo.. always remember that.. =D

p/s sentiasa doakn korang.. korang jgn x doakn kitorang kalau takk..dua2 kene tapak kasut aku yg terlampau lovely nii k?? ;))


thts for the people in kuantan tht i miss soo muchh..

this one is fr my babiesss in smk 13..

D!! i will be on urside no matter wht k?? be strng and im always there fr u.. :))
nins, ur always the cool ones bt not when ur mad.. haha..
adamdamdam jom rempit lagi?? hahhahahaha.. cooll enn?? =D
shammmmmiii my dearest 'husband' u must not hate bieber k my love??!! hahhaa..
and the last ones,, the besttest friend on earth , nadirah binti md zin.. =)
she always been there fr me.. i knw, tht i should say alhamdulillah right now because Allah have given me a friend, a really5 good friend tht never and neverrrrr do the eye conversation : omg!! gedik gle budak nii..menyampah sial!! and she neverrrrr ever everr show tht shes mad at me but deep inside, i knw shes really mad.. hahha.. one more thng, shes my frst, and my last bestfriend everr.. =))
btw, jaji!! i didnt get the chance to talk to u and i miss our conversation alot!!

FYI GUYSS!! you guys are the bestt!

you guys are the ass kickersss!! ;))

kisskiss ;)

jogjogjog!! =) need to train.. the effing larian mesra is ths coming saturday.. what the eff!!!! im soo not ready.. =( pray fr me k?? hmm just finish my jog.. letih gle la pulak!!!! got to raise my stamina.. it aint enough fr the larian mesra.. now im addicted to the if i aint got you by miss keys..=D that song is awesome!!! hehe.. wolud like to post more but im dead tired of my training i guess.. fuhh.. got a whole bunch of homewrk to do.. and ya.. gotta go.. c u soon..=)