limau ais tanpa gula

boleh tak nak nangis lama2, then tak nak fikir dah pasal ni. frustrated. the only word that's describing how i feel right now. everyone is going somewhere with their life and i'm stuck here. the very same spot. why is that? its not that i do not have the initiative to do something with this particular thing but it just that i suck in this kinda thing. ugh frustrated. gonna cry my eyes out tonight.

earned it

nothing much happened pun this last few days. finished reading 'menantu datin izzah' fuhhhh tak puas hati baca buku ni 2 hari berturut2. author berjaya letak element suspense. but this novel really show if betul dia jodoh kita, lari lah mana pun. mesti jumpa jugak. :) so, dont worry if gagal dlm relationship. if he meant to be yours, he'll be yours. smile all you gorgeous ladies.

lies

i wont lie to you. i really miss my high school friends. like really. if any of you guys are reading this (i doubt it) please be flattered. jarang nak rindu orang. korang special and i kept all of you in one corner of my heart that is truly and deeply meaningful to me. but seriously, i really missed you guys. i missed our moments in school. Adam, Ayin, Diana, Fareez, Nadirah, Shahmi, Jaji. now we grew apart from each other. i guess each one of us have our own things to do. but i really wish that we could meet up and talked like old times.
it has been 4 years since we left school. ah how i wish we could go back in time just for 1 hour max and talk our asses off. tht would be veryyyy nice.
orang cakap dalam banyak banyak kawan. kawan sekolah menengah paling kita akan ingat. well tht 'orang' is right. *salute*
i really hope to meet you guys soon.

sincere love from your friend, syazwanie.

it's been 5 years huh?

so it has been a while since i've updated my blog (5 years) i think i've mentioned it. duhhhh. (refer title please) perangai 3 suku syazwanie kembali. why am i here? i've missed blogging. but for real? i can't sleep. *grins*
so, i had a great weekend thank you for asking. :D
ROAD TRIP! yeap. with the 5 girls tht is psycho-i-love-them kinda friends. yeah, it was a lovely weekend and we went to Melaka. a short trip but wth, it's still awesome. i would loveeee to share the pictures but it's in my phone and as usual, i'm so malas to transfer them to my computer.
thats the thing about me, i always think whenever i wanted to transfer them to my baby (my comp) 'oh what a useless act! i wont browse through them again' 'oh so much space taken' 'no! my baby is gonna be full' etc etc
WRONG! i think. *garukepalapenuhkelemumuratasbahu*
but i do think that i'm gonna missed all these moments in 30-40 years. if i'm still alive and if computers are not gonna be that advance and i couldn't open my old-not-up-to-date files. well i cant use the same phone for 30 years can i? mehehe. technology freak alert.

okay starting to feel sleepy. dan sudah biasa syazwanie suka tinggalkan benda tergantung. hangat hangat tahi ayam dalam bahasa melayu peribahasa UPSR, PMR dan SPM.

syazwanie signing off. selamat malam penduduk MALAYSIA dan yang sewaktu dgnnya. :) may all of you be blessed by ALLAH THE GREATEST. assalamualaikum

leftovers?

life is not being good to me lately. i would say tht it has been worst but wht could be worst than your heart felt theres somethng wrong but u dont know where to edit to make it better. then, at 6.45 in the afternoon. ive figured out whts bothering me. SOLAT. i know how i have left the most important thing tht we have to do every single day. i do feel something is not right. i have a talk with D and its a short one. whow. ive just realize tht this afternoon is the shortest conversation tht we have in our entire-4years-of-talking on the phone-buddies. hahaha. one more. hlovett is true abt almost everything. novels just make people become more emo-crap and novels makes love look so good, so enthusiastic, so passionate and everybody should felt love at least once. hmm, is tht true? thts just the fact tht ppl could not discover, at least not me. sooooo, tomorrow. reunion? are u sure its THE best idea? wht abt i just go and see how it goes. go with the flow syazwanie. just go with the flow. nothing will happen. have faith in Allah. HE'S the best and HE knows everything. =D okayh its quite a long post right here. its just randomly written and i have the mood to blog today i just dont know why.

happy birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA SHAROM! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN. =)

if if and IF

if ths thngs never happen. if i could build a time machine. if ths feelings never exist. if its possible. if its impossible. if i never owe him a wish. if if if and if.

thts all i can say. IF. nothing optimist? this thngs never happen. i build a time machine. this feelings never exist,its possible, its impossible, i never owe him a wish. MORE LOIKE IT! =) THATS BETTER. MUCH MORE BETTER.

thanks to NADIRAH MD ZIN. or i should bolt it. NADIRAH MD ZIN. yeap. better.
im an optimistic person now. =)

OK! raya is like 2 days away! no duit raya for me? =( the important thng right now is.... HAVE FUN BEFORE YEAR END EXAMS I SUPPOSE? but i need my duit raya to have fun. haha.

have you ever hesitate wht to write or not to write on your blog, facebook,twitter because you are wondering

situation 1: what will people think abt me if i write ths?

situation 2 : will they think im a loser?

situation 3 : what will HE think abt me?

situation 4 : will he hate me for writing this?

its a free country, people can say bad things abt you or think tht you are a loser but tht just came like a second to their head and in any second, they will forget abt it. dont worry too much. and about your crush, not to worry. if they like you, they like you for who u are and not what u pretend to be.i would say most guys likes cute, funny and talk softly kind of girls, but if the girl is just pretending what shes not? YEAH. thats what i thought too.so be yourself. you dont have to be the most popular girl in school or be in the popular group to be famous. just think tht u are a famous person, you are famous to yourself, you know you! even some famous people does not know themselves. whts the point of evryone knowing you but you dnt know you. so just think abt it. =)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

IN ADVANCED

=)